A letter from August 18th, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe,
hey! I'm here again.funny right i have a multiple message for you. well lets start the crap haha! i mean drama today is August 18 its my second interview and i got rejected again.yeah i dont know, i did my best tho. and i dont want to feel this pain of having disappointment. i want to bury the feeling of being reject like how i used too and just go with the flow, but the pain won't leave me especially knowing that i dont have anyone who can i talk. I'm scared to have another job another people to work with and another place to stay. i know i can since i did it before but i guess fear will always there after all its a test. its a test that i have to fight for, yes i will, ill do my best to fight for this fear so when the day you read this you'll know that i did my best. i wont let you down self no one is here and there to fight for you so i have to we have to. just remember that everything happened is for a reason Allah gave us test to figure our own self and to fight alone whatever happened don't lose hope to Allah and his plan he is the only one that here for you no one else. now go and rock that life you have LOVE YEH🧡

TO. SELF

FROM. YOUR LOVE SELF

Epilogue

about 2 months later

Hey! I did it. We did it. J mean im still here...

Het ni i wtna btu aiuwtk arlte name y,paph ?ese ees im ot i slilt tosnm1h0. Nad lsicapeyl ny,ihasauasl oamdh skid. Ahtt so sohet dab tgnros u’evoy lla deirc nca ntndgias si otn i reeh ’uoeyr dha ftrae atht yas nsgtih tlsil. Osol my wya atfre is ruamh womrorot lhlsinahaa nda wihs it nrut yb eht liwl i dogo. Lkcuy lal andphep kmaak ucz ttha teh lyahgimt eparis itsh nad to is nad i eht tivsi itkhn ot ylfnlia im lalah os all edbsels rllyea ptri aduhhiallalml dinmaa fo iowsmd. We aseonr for ol’utdnsh ytgnihveer lhlaa phapned nda atht a evibele si ’tahst efogrt hyw. Thfnigig peek ahye lveo.