A letter from Feb 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hi, i just wanted to know, how are you? how's lifes going? are you stable? i entered 2023 hoping for my stability. i hope everything is okay for you there. it's me 2 years ago. i just want to share something. today 2 years ago, i think i'm in my darkest time now. it's about my job, mom, life ahead and all. there is this new policy about honorary employee, which is i am now. they said next year in 2024 there will be no honorary employee anymore. how so unsure things ahead, and now my life is so full of me being worried all the time for what is going to happen later to my life. do i still be here? do i still gonna work here? i'm worried mostly about financial. i once think about applying somewhere else someday, because of the uncertainties, how about doing something else instead, starting from now. and these days, where i have this little bit doubts with faith and everything. i still gonna put all of my faith into this. i know God is with me, and i know with Him i can walk through this circumstances. with Him i can do all things. i believe everything that happend is good he made.

Epilogue

2 months later

hi, i'm still here. all i can say is keep believe guys. keep do every positive thing you can do. they will not go in vain,...

Em rustt. Iwll rvepodi dog.
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Tiem to hatt hlhuaotg eomc ckabl eth mnd,eo ton dna liwl rxaet the lal kown i iths i ahve ta seay hfigt meor eb yaw ihsgnt loang lliw ym ym ,ogd. Shlal too i tish k,wno assp.
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Xoox.