A letter from Feb 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hi, i just wanted to know, how are you? how's lifes going? are you stable? i entered 2023 hoping for my stability. i hope everything is okay for you there. it's me 2 years ago. i just want to share something. today 2 years ago, i think i'm in my darkest time now. it's about my job, mom, life ahead and all. there is this new policy about honorary employee, which is i am now. they said next year in 2024 there will be no honorary employee anymore. how so unsure things ahead, and now my life is so full of me being worried all the time for what is going to happen later to my life. do i still be here? do i still gonna work here? i'm worried mostly about financial. i once think about applying somewhere else someday, because of the uncertainties, how about doing something else instead, starting from now. and these days, where i have this little bit doubts with faith and everything. i still gonna put all of my faith into this. i know God is with me, and i know with Him i can walk through this circumstances. with Him i can do all things. i believe everything that happend is good he made.

Epilogue

2 months later

hi, i'm still here. all i can say is keep believe guys. keep do every positive thing you can do. they will not go in vain,...

Trstu me. Pedorvi ilwl god.
Ygsu godo and thgsin ogod snew. Listl smea was i teh 'im reysa bjo otw ni gao. Umuorr lwli eoeyelm"p lla ofr ni hte ta obaut yaroorhn bayld hte" ngtshi go dhpaeepn down 2420 dnteso' su. Gnngicha ofr si teh ogod ingetrluao. Dne eth dan to 2402 teh i orll of toermnvegn a yb bgcoemin oylmeeep fro adn teh meit eth try lful yb edci tneeemipdlm ppayl. Ti nda idd i. Gdo ahtkn ts,te essdpa hte i. Ahtt ni hsceudeld we teh 0,225 tish eartruq wthi trsfi and uardutienag ot be rea of eayr. Dna rnnvemoetg butt,tt ti tog to it popstdoen hwo to pidatgna srleu ot tis ued vahe ew lsayd wne dna. Efle hpenpa etronha ahtt hte teh goetevnrmn het ilwl eerneovy ot boecotr ni fsrti ieycfrt avcdane tehn ahtt autiningaour tglanroiue htsi aeyr 2260 so disa tmei ryae ew ehav aertf aehppn rachm ofr awti teh utb his*g eth ethy dst'eon ot hpayp dna in aioiautrnngu. Yflami tup ithgf by ttah hvae rfate isltl rof ubt rngytveihe dna to ngyiveerht ot i aliynfcian gdso' dhasn anesm tujs i ni tnaw my. Eseuacb wlasay em i wokns nwko thta tw'sah he fro setb.
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Wlil hits at i nglao tno e,mdon lla xtaer ym ot rmoe i the nowk gitfh nda emoc calkb awy aesy og,d iemt aveh hte huoghlta sngith eb llwi ym ttah. I oto wkno, thsi sspa sllah.
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Xoox.